High/Low 9.8.04

Hey...

How ya doin? I'm feeling a strong presence behind me at this VERY minute. Kind of a calling.. a voice.. it is saying "Keri.. come to me" It's a longing feeling.. I don't feel I can withstand this pull much longer.. I must obey.. my bed. My bed says.. "Keri.. close your eyes... *but make sure the alarm is on first* sleep (now I know that I'm overdoing this.. as I just reminded myself as I thought about how long I can keep this absurdity going. Ok.. today was overcast.. humid (ick) looks like this is going to be the trend for the next while.. as the residuals of the hurricane pass.

High: Um.. good coffee this morning.. met Naomi for lunch (she's off for 2 weeks.. ain't she a lucky gal?) Caught up over some yummy Chicken Out. www.chickenout.com (why am i putting this website up, you ask? cause some people don't know Chicken Out) Actually had a good day at work.. my boss was in a similar "I don't want to do work today' mood which kept my slackness incognito. Naomi and I, after work, got pedicures.. I got my toes done in this BRIGHT AS THE SUN orange color (hey.. i'm going to the beach this weekend.. why not?) You CANNOT miss my feet! Came home.. ate dinner by 8 (in my PJ's) and am moments away from my hypnotic bed calling me.

Low: Um.. woke up late.. didn't have enough coffee/TV time.. before my meditation.. kinda woke up with a "WHY isn't anything happening in my life" pity-party mode.. I haven't heard anything from my Corcoran Contact yet. I hope she even got my email.. I even emailed her to confirm she got my email. I don't want to seem like a pain.. but I'd like some sign she's receiving. Didn't go to meditation.. 1. I am thinking of taking a break/(BIG slash) finding another place that has meditation on Wednesday nights.. it's getting a little too much of what they believe in.. and less meditation/general talks.. feeling a bit cultish to me.. 2. There was NO way I wasn't going to TIP over from being tired tonite if I went.

Ah.. tomorrows thursday... Leaving for the beach Saturday morning, Rohoboth Beach in Delaware.. never been there.. should be nice.. looking forward to some beach time.. some reading time.. some journaling time.. some good chats.. good food.. good cheesy souvenieur buying time..
Ok.. enough rambling.. I'll chat with ya'll later..
Adios muchachos y muchachas.
Buenos Noches.
Ancora Imparo "I am still learning"in Latin
Love you all.
Kerilyn

"In the midst of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer." ~ A.Camus (thanks Steph)

"Don't be discouraged. It's often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock. ~Author Unknown

"Consider the postage stamp: its usefulness consists in the ability to stick to one thing till it gets there. " ~Josh Billings