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    Friday, April 21, 2006

    High/Low 4.21.06

    hey all

    gotta go to main office today.. the big job that design manager was checking for me found "lots of errors" so i have to go up there to have her help me fix.. and of course i'm under a deadline... this was supposed to be done yesterday..

    i'm trying not to panic.. but.. i feel as if my world is suffocating.. closing in on me.. i can't breathe.. i have a splitting headache.. i HAVE to get help... this is not ok.... i know that panic is seen as weakness.. and so i've been trying so hard to calm down.. this morning.. breathe.. meditate on protecting myself.. this too shall pass.. i know that.. but when i'm feeling this.. i can't really see anything else..

    i really don't like this about myself.

    i hope and pray this does not go into my weekend.. i need to work vigilantly to get this done today.. evenw orking late.. because i need to rest.. i feel on the verge of a breakdown..

    it's so stupid.. why am i really panicking..?? it's not real. this is not real. this is a test.. i know that.. how can i get my brain to think that though.. and relax...

    design manager kinda gave me an earful yesterday... so i've been trying not to panic about getting more today.. ugh.. what's wrong with me?

    anyway.. i guess i'll talk to you later.. i won't be able to check email today..

    posted by thisdreamergirl @ 6:44 AM 

    1 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous said...

    Work can be so hard, and life can be so hard, and then we panic and it gets even harder. You're doing great by just breathing and trying to take it a moment at a time. That's all you can do. They tell you something, you fix it, and wait for the next thing. Hang in there, honey, this is not your destiny...just do the best you can to keep yourself in enough paychecks to pursue your dreams! Love you!

    10:03 AM  

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