High/Low 5.9.06

hey ya'll..

how have you been? i know.. i haven't written in a while.. last week was difficult.. I lost just about everything on my computer due to a virus/worm... thankfully the tech guy was able to reload my songs from my IPod so I didnt' lose my songs.. but all my photos.. and documents.. gone.. it really kinda made me not want to sit and write anything.. i felt a little robbed..

oh well.. what can you do? nothing.. just keep moving...

but on the other hand.. i haven't written cause really nothing is going on.. i don't have much to say.. cause there really isnt' anything TO say.. so i think i'm going to just take a few more days to chill.. and spend those moments in the morning watching the news.. catching up.. I'll write when I got something juicy going on... right now it's just waking up.. getting thru the day and going to bed... no sense in trying to make sense of it all... it just leaves you standing there with a pocket full of hope and nowhere to put it..

truth is... i'm tired of fighting.. fighting life... fighting my expectations... i'm just going with the flow.. which is a bit unlike me I'll admit.. but it can't be any worse than getting SO excited for something to happen and then it doesn't..

so.. whatever.. it is what it is.. what will happen.. will. i just don't want to fight anymore. fight myself.. my brain.. my heart.. just leave it alone and let what is supposed to happen.. happen.

anyway.. u can email me.. if you wish.. but i'm just not in the mood to chat.. to vomit my insides..
so when i got something interesting going on.. i'll let you know..

thursday is my little sister's 30th birthday.. that is exciting to me.. yea Kristine! We're getting old girl..

ok.. hope your well..
onward and upward.
kerilyn
www.ancora-imparo.net