High/Low 4.24.06

hey all.

how ya doin. monday... i feel calm... for the moment a little grounded even... hmm... this weekend was unique.. all over the place in my brain.. as i know that you can sense in my writings every day...

thank you for your prayers on friday.. i really think they were working.. it wasn't as bad as i thought.. i worked busily on this big project... till almost 7.. i'm glad i went to main office.. the errors i made were found and corrected.. then i hung out with Kellee.. she's my only friend at work and she works in the main office.. we went to Pier one.. i bought this AWESOME candle..and grabbed some dinner.. i felt 'off' and it was raining so i was excited to be in my bed..

enjoyed relaxing saturday morning.. took myself out to pho.. man! i hadn't had pho in SUCH a long time! whew.. so good for the soul. talked to my auntie a while.. she made me feel a bit better about where i can put my focus.. kristine came and we went into dc to go to my fave store.. pulp.. it was rainy.. and dreary.. but fun still. then began the strangeness of the evening.

went to grab fast dinner.. kevin met us.. kristine,kevin,naomi and i went to the movies.. parking stunk.. it was rainy and cold.. put everyone in an off mood.. then.. movie theater was packed.. had to sit in front rows... and on top of that.. the movie STUNK!!!! OH MY GOSH.. DO NOT SPEND YOUR MONEY TO GO SEE 'AMERICAN DREAMZ' ... i mentioned walking out of the movie a few times.. but we didn't.. it was SOOOO not worth $9.50!!! Went to get a drink afterward.. awkward time for me.. all in all a very strange evening...

i didn't sleep well.. cramps.. (sorry guys) but on top of that.. i didn't feel like i was on top of this project at work.. and was feeling panicky about it.. i was up at 6:30 thinking i had to go into work sunday.. i had made plans with stephanie and scott for brunch.. but i felt i HAD to go with my gut and go to work.. so i can feel more prepared.. i got to work..worked for 4 hours yesterday.. actually felt a LOT LOT better.. and the panicky feeling went away a lot.. thank God. Kevin and I went to eat Thai outside in Old Town.. it was SOOO nice out.. nice evening.. closed out the weekend watching last weeks 'medium' good one.. i love that show. :)

so kevin and i are leaving for atlanta thursday nite.. i'm so psyched to see Liz and Matthew.. it's been 2 years! got some exciting plans with them this weekend! :)

I pray that this week is light and easy.. PLEASE GOD.
ok.. that's me in a nutshell.. still a bit lost.. but for the time being.. i'm doing ok.
onward and upward.
kerilyn
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