High/Low 5.24.05

Hiety ho my lovelies!

how ya doin? i'm doin alright.. a bit tired today.. i stayed up till 11 last nite to watch the season finale of 'medium'. I coulda went to bed, cause I have Tivo, but I got sucked into the story and stayed up. It's very overcast and chilly out today.. and they say it's going to rain most of the day.. Seems like the saying should now be May showers bring June's heat waves.

Last nite I ran about a mile and a half. Ran for 20 minutes (yea.. i'm not that fast) but i felt great! Listened to this awesome song.. with a good beat.. and had flashbacks of running in Savannah and West Virginia.

This afternoon I meet with the volunteer coordinator of the National Building Museum to discuss my soon to be volunteer opportunity! I'm psyched! I'm so happy to be doing this!

Hmm... what's on my mind? Sorry to say this.. but my stinky job is on my mind.. I know I say this all the time.. but I don't like my job. This feeling is growing more and more every day. My boss, plays mind games, trys to scare me... like the other day.. he was talking about my review (being there a year already.. EWW) and I was joking with him saying.. "Do I get an anniversary gift?" he said.. 'yea.. you get to keep your job." He KNOWS (cause I've told him) that I've been laid off a few times.. Why would he say those kinda things? Cause i know he likes the fact that he has power over me.. Ugh.. and he uses it to try to push me around. I can't WAIT for the day when I go in there and say.. "um, SEE YA! I guess I didn't WANT to keep my job."

I JUST can't figure out where to look for something different. When I sit here, at the computer, trying to job search, I"m thinking.. "What can I look for that I"m qualified to do?" Seems the only thing I'm qualified to do, is be an Interior Designer. Sigh.. it boggles me.

Anyway.. let me end on a good note.. My only real friend at work, Barbara, is going to come over on Friday to see my place. I'm excited cause I've been talking about my new little studio in the basement.. and I'm psyched to show her!

OK.. enough talk about this job. You all have a great day.. Let's all try to get thru another groundhog week, k?

Ancora Imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
Kerilyn

PS: I HAVE to check flights and schedule a trip down to Atlanta soon. My good friends Liz, and Matthew just bought their first home, and I have to go down and see!!! Congrats you two!!! Happy Birthday Matthew!!