High/Low 2.17.06

Man.. I'll tell ya..

Thank God it's Friday because I don't know how many more odd and upsetting things can happen in one week.. this has been one of the LONGEST weeks i can remember.. and i'm OVER IT!

Ok.. yesterday I was slapped upside my head that the one salesman that sometimes gives me anxiety was on his way to the owners to resign... the company had begun making changes in the process to which the business is handled.. and he didn't like it. I also found out on Wednesday that the lead designer is resigning to be home with her daughter.. So shit.. now i have that unsettled feeling in my stomach that i'm OH so familiar with... What are they going to do now? Are they going to decide they want me in Beltsville full time (i don't like Maryland... i don't like the energy at all!) I dont' want to do the commute to MD every damn day.. sigh.. So I'm working on all these projects for a salesman who no longer works here.. Sigh.. I can say that yesterday was QUITE an unproductive day for me... I was in shock basically all day..

Then my date told me he wasn't ready for a relationship... which bummed me out.. put me in victim (whoa is me) mode for a while.. but I"m getting a little better pulling myself out of that.. We'll see what happens.. he emailed me and apologized... we're going to chat this weekend more.. Sigh.. BIG SIGH...

And THEN!!.. My stupid land line phone at the house won't work.. !! OOOOOOOOH!!!! I am still SO agitated and frustrated with that.. it's not that the service is cut off.. the bill is paid.. but i noticed that when the snow came this weekend.. that the connection was staticky.. and now.. nothing.. i tried making a phone call last nite and got nothing.. I went into rage mode last nite trying to figure it out... I came downstairs this morning to call AT&T to have a service call but forgot.. I don't have a phone!

And I have to go to Beltsville this morning for a furniture presentation.. I"m not psyched about it..

Thankfully though.. I went ot the gym last nite and had a GREAT workout!!! Ran another mile.. I"m SO glad I'm running.. I feel SO much better when I do. Then came home and ate leftover mexican food.. yum! That's about all that happened good yesterday..

So it's friday.. and I"m agitated at the phone... and not ready for whatever changes come from this salesman/designer leaving... sigh.. Why wont' the freaking Corcoran just call me???? gRRRRR

Ok.. gotta go get ready for another installment of "this is Kerilyns life." (insert sarcasm here)
heheh.. i'm laughing at myself...
kerilyn
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