High/Low 7.12.05

hey...

what's up? anything fun going on? yesterday was HOT and STICKY!! I don't mind the hot part.. but the sticky part.. not fun. I hope today isn't as humid.. driving to the gym.. looking onto the DC skyline.. you can actually see the humidity.. eww.

feel good again today.. yesterday i had a good day! Got a great postcard from my friend that went to Spain. It's sad.. we don't really use the postal service any more to communicate. Therefore.. I think we should all start writing letters to each other.. if your interested.. I'll write to you if you'll write to me.. actual letters.. shoot me an email. Would be a good way to keep the art of letter writing present in our lives..

I finally visited my gym last nite.. after 2 weeks being away/slack... Ran a mile and half.. was shooting for 2 miles.. but i was feeling overheated.. did a great arm workout.. got an AWESOME smoothie (they make the BEST smoothies.. like liquid 'make kerilyn smile') then i turned around.. and got some dinner with Peter.. i know.. I shouldn't of eaten but it was yummy.. and i was hungry.. and the 2 margaritas i had were good too..

yesterday i got basically caught up on ALL my work!!! And.. i got a phone call from a client.. I was working on her project yesterday.. she called me and told me I didn't need to continue working on it.. YES! It makes me happy to drop what I was doing in the trash.. and forget it.

I had another prospective roommate come by... I don't think he's the right fit.. I really desire someone who, upon meeting me.. is warm and friendly.. open. The 2 guys that have visited are shy and quiet. Who knows.. maybe i'm looking for too much of myself.. We'll see.. got a few more people down the road...

I had a great meditation this morning.. had this "epiphany"-like moment. Here I am.. trying to receive enlightenment so I can relieve myself from all anxiety and fear. But was 'hit' with the thought that I should, instead, try to deal with whatever anxiety and fear i have.. when it hits.. in the moment.. instead of trying to wish it ALL away.. My aunt said something to me last week (2 weeks ago already? wow.) she said that my house is full of inspirational things.. quotes.. and sayings.. but that I don't express that for the most part in my high/lows... that I seem depressed about those things that i can't figure out.. instead of focusing on all that I have.. Yea.. ya know I've known I do this for a while.. but it was a good reminder for me to realize all I do have.. and all I do believe.. that those inspirational things are what help me get thru each day.. and that i should place more focus on them.. instead of the things that haven't worked themselves out... yet.

Anyway.. Kerilyn is in a chatty Cathy mode today huh? Well, I wish you a good day.. if your interested in writing to me.. and i'll write back.. shoot me a comment or an email.. :)

onward and upward.
ancora imparo "i am still learning" in Latin
kerilyn