High/Low 2.23.06

Hey there peeps.

What's up? Thursday thank goodness... at this time next week I will be on an airplane.. (yea.. kerilyn does not look forward to that part.. yucky turbulance) and NOT thinking about work at all. It's another gloomy day outside.. no snow like yesterday which is lovely.. but still gloomy...

I have a Drs appt this morning at 9.. so I have some extra time to get ready/fart around this morning... I had a good meditation today... I woke up in that same frame of mind i've been in lately.. feeling hopeless.. and somehow.. the meditation kinda eased that feeling a bit.. who knows...

So the land line at the house is still not fixed.. I talked to the phone company.. the deadline to fix it was yesterday and of course they waited till the last day... the last moment.. so now it's Friday.. it should be fixed by Friday.. whatever.. I'm getting used to not being able to chat at home..

I was in bed last nite by 9:30.. reading this AWESOME magazine that I somehow got in the mail (Auntie? Did you send this to me?) called Spirituality and Health magazine.. wow.. SO up my alley..

Wish my faith was stronger at this phase of my life.. it makes me quite sad.. I don't for the life of me know what happened.. What? two years ago.. I was brewing with hope.. and newfound education of spirit.. and how we manifest our destiny.. and now.. I still believe in all that.. but I guess I am not enthusiastic about it as well as I am challenged to believe it pertains to me.. just to everyone else.. lol. silly kerilyn.. I desire it would turn around... right now. Words my auntie said to me last year have been bouncing off the cavernous confines of my brain.. "U have all these spiritual things in your house.. but you don't LIVE them.." yea.. I know.. I totally agree.. now how to change that.. that's the question....

Work.. sigh.. so draining... I can't really focus because there is so much to do.. so much to catch up on... to cover the slack left when that salesman just resigned.. the 3 of us in the office are just running around like chickens with our heads cut off.. trying to keep it together... And we're going to mexico.. so there's a lot to do.

ok ya'll.. that's all for me and my ramblings today..
have a good one.
onward and upward
kerilyn
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