High/Low 2.20.07

Hey there everyone!

How are you? I'm good...

Well.. I'm ok... Strangely.. I've recently had a bit of insomnia lately.. waking up thinking about everything and even feeling anxiety about different aspects of where I'm at.. and definitely where I'm going.. and this feeling does not fit where i am trying to remain positive.. based on the Law of Attraction...

Ok.. I'll admit.. it's girl time (sorry guys) so I'm thinking that it's the emotions of hormones.. or something.. but it's strange... I know I create my reality based on my feelings.. I know I'm doing good.. in a good place... then WHY am I feeling this? It is a RARITY that I have insomnia. but that pull in my solar plexus (tummy area) with not so fun feelings... NO THANK YOU! (Auntie/Anyone.. some words of wisdom???I really believe in what I've been talking about.. then WHY am I in this weird place???and HOW do I get out of it???)

Hmmm... oh well.. I need to focus on what I want.. not what I don't... so here goes
3 Things 2 Things

3 Things that make me happy:
1. Sitting on the couch, Monday nites.. watching Prison Break and 24 at Kevins place.. we're always in a good mood when we're sitting there.. it's our happy place.. (Although.. I am trying to limit my intake of violence and anger from the TV.. so Watching those shows is becoming less and less interesting to me.. but I focus on being with Kevin..)
2. I surprised Kevin yesterday with a Card with a 10 dollar gift card to 7-11 (He likes the coffee) ..part of a postponed Valentines day stuff.. it made me feel really good to surprise him (Funny thing though.. he didn't see the card in his windshield.. so It wasn't so much of a surprise.! HA!!)
3. I know that I am exactly where I'm supposed to be.. in comparison to where I've been in the past.. i'm in a REALLY good place.. work wise.. relationship wise.. financially wise.. and I'm REALLY GRATEFUL FOR THAT!!!

2 Things I'm looking forward to today:
1. Coming home and making dinner.. and watching TV.. Resting.. I have an ultra busy week this week!!!
2. Going out to dinner with Kevin and Naomi on Wednesday nite!! (I'm psyched that 2 of my closest people are spending time together!!!)

2 Long term things I'm looking forward to:
1. March 31st.. 12:45.. I FINALLY got an appointment at the Aveda School in Chinatown to get my hair colored and highlighted!!! (Both services for $82 bucks.. and it's AVEDA! But it's a challenge to get an appointment!!!) My roots are getting long.. (so is my hair too) I think I may have to go get my hair colored (and trimmed) somewhere else in the interim..
2. Honestly... getting to wherever my next residence is.. Part of my discomfort.. are ALL the thoughts about moving.. packing.. what to throw away.. how to downsize.. who's going to help me move?? all these thoughts... I look forward to (and am grateful for) the day when i am settled in my next phase..

1 person I am going to appreciate:
Naomi... Seriously... I have learned SO much about myself thru her.. wow.. I am so grateful that she has taught me to be comfortable discussing my feelings.... even the uncomfortable ones.. She's taught me that even the topics that might not be considered "fun" are SUCH a great learning experience.. into our own strength... and that our feelings.. WHATEVER THEY ARE.. are valid. I am definitely a better person for having known her!!!

Ok.. Anyway.. I'm off.. into another day... Ok.. I feel better that i wrote this out.. BIG BREATH!! I really do love my life.. who I am.. love all those people who have made me who I am today.. (uh.. that's you) I am the richest woman in the world!!!!
Love you all!
Kerilyn