High/Low 6.18.07

Morning!!

How ya doin? i'm feeling much better... weirdly..I owe a BIG hug of Gratitude to my Auntie.. Thank You Auntie for helping release me from the churning churning inside my head.. Thank you for helping me remember the God Given Fact that IT IS MY LIFE... Seriously.. i feel liberated from emotional broken record playing (and feeling) over and over again... So Thank You...

Ok.. I feel a large part of myself come back... and I'm ready to hit the play button on the movie that was paused called.. 'Kerilyn DOES believe in The Secret'...

Onto 3 things 2 things

3 things that make me happy:
1. Kevin and I are taking my dad to a Washington Nationals Game on Saturday as a Fathers Day gift!! YEA! AND.. the first 25,000 people get a FREE HAT! Yea! I'm so excited that my dad wants to come!! YEA!!!
2. I got all my laundry done last nite!!! Such a good feeling! AND.. I spend a few hours on Saturday cleaning my apartment that I'll say.. looks pretty good!
3. Someone that I look up to spiritually.. told a friend of mine that I do have a Gift..that I am talented and that I have great spirit on my side... YEA I've always felt that inside.. but to get validation from someone I revere (SPIRITUALLY SPEAKING) makes me happy inside.

2 things I am looking forward to today:
1. I have a 1:30 meeting today where I HOPE AND PRAY that the client will sign off on the drawings so we can give them a proposal tomorrow and we can order this large job! FINGERS CROSSED!
2. I have nothing to do tonite.. I am going to make a yummy chicken caesar salad wrap and enjoy a nice glass of wine..

2 long term things I am looking forward to:
1. I have a busy week but a fun week ahead.. Tomorrow is a FREE REGGAE CONCERT!!! that I am going to sneak out of work early to go!! Then Wednesday I have Happy Hour with my job.. then Thursday I'm hanging out with my girl Kellee!! We're hopefully going to go to see 'Once' and then.. Friday..I'm going to the finals of Naomi's comedy show!! Then Saturday the BaseBall Game!! See.. busy week for me!
2. Painting my apartment!

1 person I am going to appreciate:'
ME!!! I am sooo damn proud of myself (thanks to you auntie) for helping me see that It doesn't HAVE to be the way I think or anyone else thinks it to be.. that I CREATE THE RULES FOR MY LIFE!!! Whew.. I feel SO much better I can't tell ya!

Ok.. I'm off to swan dive into my day... I hope you have a good one too!
Much love,
Kerilyn