High/Low 9.26.04/9.27.04

hello everybody,

how's it goin? Just got in bout 30 minutes ago from New Jersey. WHAT a long drive it was.. 6.5 hours going up and 4.5 coming back. I'm tired and mentally exhausted and although I have REALLY REALLY exciting news.. I'm not feeling enthusiastic. I'm glad I went up to visit. It was really nice weather this weekend in NJ, thankfully.

High: ok.. ready for my great, amazing, "I can't believe this is happening" news? I have a website!!!! I've been wanting to do this for SO long.. years, part of the reasoning for going up to NJ was to sit down with my girlfriend Kyra so we can create the look of my website. We sat for 4 hours or so.. and she magically created this wonderful website, using only our ideas and all the knowledge she has. I am BLOWN away at how much I love it! I am so thankful and grateful for her to help me with part of my wishes this year. For now, till I figure out about finding a host for my site, kyra has graciously put my site on her site. Please check her site out.. it's awesome too! So.... I give you http://www.whykyra.com/kerilynsite/index.html soon to be www.ancora-imparo.net PLEASE give me your feedback, ideas, thoughts, quandries, etc.. I'm really interested to know what you think. Shoot me an email or send a comment thru this day's high/low. This is a live website, and although all the pages are not designed yet, you can access my high/low from hitting the menu, if you like. Yea! I was SO excited watching her design it.. and I'm SO excited to be able to manage it on my own.. when the time comes.

Low:

Hey everyone.. it's monday morning.. I'm exhausted.. have a migraine.. and decided I'm not going to work today. Peter's grandfather died yesterday.. I stayed up late last nite trying to help comfort.. ended up that he comforted me and I cried for hours. My eyes hurt from pouring out the tears. Lots of emotions.. life, my trust in others, my assumptions, my own neurosis, my aspirations, my seemingly failed attempt at trying to succeed in my career, my life..... peter's suppression of how he REALLY feels..and how I couldn't help him 'let it out' ... kinda hit me last nite. I slept like 3 hours.. feel quite emotionally and physically drained. I'll probably write more later but I just want you to know I'm ok.. but I'm just feeling kinda out of sorts today. yea.. I'll write more later after I sleep some more.

ancora imparo.
love you all,
kerilyn

"It is not easy to be reborn as a human being. It is rarer than for a one-eyed turtle, who rises to the surface only once every hundred years, to push his neck through a wooden yoke with one hold that floats on the surface of the wide ocean." - Buddha Shakyamuni