My "Cover your butt" note

in interior design and architecture.. on drawings we usually say things that will remove us from liability, also called "Cover your butt notes" or CYB notes (this is an actual thing).. for example, "Please be aware that all drawings might not represent actual dimensions and the client is required to verify all field measurements before construction." yea.. that's their way of saying - even though I might be showing you this.. doesn't mean it's right in reality...

and i have been sitting here thinking about it.. my posts the past few days.. this strange state I'm feeling.. and I want to tell you all my own version of "cover your but notes"...

this is how i'm feeling now. it doesn't mean that i will feel this way a day from now, even a minute from now.

I do believe that everything happens for a reason.. I'm not just saying that as an excuse.. so this has to be happening for something... maybe it's protecting me from something.. WHO knows.

I know i will not be in this phase for much longer (I already feel better, strangely) I kinda have a feeling what I need to work on... working on not working on something.. not wishing and not making expectations anymore.

anyway.. just want you to know i might feel strongly, one way/today but tomorrow i might feel COMPLETELY different and that is OK!