High/Low 4.28.05

Hiety Ho Folks!

Surprise!!!!! How the heck are you all? Have you missed me? Truth is, Today is no different from any other day.. no difference between today and yesterday.. and tomorrow.. it's just that today I decided to write to you, so I guess that's different huh? Well it's spring, time for rebirth and reform. Time to take your winter coat to the dry cleaners and leave it in your closet with the plastic on it for the summer so when you, on the first cold day in the fall, rip through the plastic keeping your coat so nice and clean and crisp (and in my case, SANS cat hair thank goodness) it's all ready for you to go.... Time to dust off that lawn mower and take it for a ride around the lawn, for more fresh fruit in season, and eating Corn on the cob, for keeping the windows down in the car and doing that wave thing with your hand in the wind. For me, spring is the time of the year when I begin to consider eating ice cream on a warm day (I have sensitive teeth so it has to be warm out for me to enjoy it.. has to practically melt in my hand) and for one of my favorite summer pleasures.. Listening to the Crickets at nite as I go to bed with the windows of my bedroom open...

Here is my thought for the day... wanna hear it? Good, that's what I thought. :) kiddin. Anyway, I am one of those kindsa people that are constantly in my head.. trying to figure out the code behind this life, trying to figure it out.. take the puzzle apart and put it back together. Sometimes life, the universe, God, Yahweh, you name them, slaps my hand and says "your not supposed to do that Kerilyn.. your supposed to just live in the now and enjoy it." (note: hand slaps from the universe can hurt. )"Yea, yea..." I tell life, the universe, God and Yahweh. I still want to know.. I'm still curious. There's this movie.. "I heart Huckabees" ('deep thoughts' kinda movie) and there's a GREAT buncha lines.. Lily Tomlin says "Many people claim they want to know the ultimate truth of reality, they want to pier under the surface at the 'big everything'. But this can be a very painful process, full of surprises, it can dismantle the world as you know it, that's why people prefer to remain on the surface of things... Let sleeping dogs lie." Yea.. I agree it can be.. BUT... I would rather be the kind of person who's constantly exploring to find it.. even including hand slaps from life, the universe, God and Yahweh, from time to time.. cause it's more meaningful than just not asking.. not searching.

That was my post for Thursday.. rambling thoughts... that wasn't finished but today is friday and I am not in the same frame of mind exactly.. so fresh day gets a fresh posting.

Kerilyn