High/Low 5.30.05

Namaste my little lotus blossoms...

So.... how goes your holiday weekend so far? It's Monday morning.. and I thought I'd share with you all what's up and what's down.. this overcast Memorial Day.

Is it sad that I am already thinking that I don't want to go to work tomorrow? I still have an entire day to do with what I want, but I still have that nagging feeling inside my brain saying.. "Ugh.. work tomorrow." oh well. it is what it is..

Matthew came Friday nite.. he, Naomi and I went to Outback (YUM!) and caught up.. Saturday I gave readings at Chapel.. (felt really good too.. I was "on") and then Matthew and I hung out... we then got ready and made our way to Peter's restaurant.. TenPenh. www.tenpenh.com (for those who haven't been there with me.. yet) It was a delicious meal (as always) and good conversation. We were full!

Side note (BIG side note) I can't deny it any longer.. I've been praying.. talking to my body but I am sick. I have whatever i had back in February, on a lesser scale. Head congestion, ears clogged, fever comes and goes.. coughing.. coughing.. I am dissapointed because when I'm feeling under the weather.. it takes more energy to talk.. to be mobile.. I feel kinda sad that Matthew has had a more quiet version of me this weekend. I know he might say he doesn't mind.. but i do. I truly enjoy his presence.. and this stinks! What bad timing!

Yesterday, we went to see this INTENSE movie, CRASH http://www.crashfilm.com/ Basically about racial stereotypes. whoa. I highly recommend it.. but it's an emotionally charged movie.. just so you know.

I thn took a 3 hr nap.. I haven't taken a nap in a long time. I wish I had the time to take more naps. It felt really good. Pez was laying next to me. So nice. I also wish that i would've woken up feeling 100% healed, but no such luck. (end at 8:30AM)

It's now 6pm.. Matthew and I took a long bike ride into Old Town.. got ice cream and did a bit of people watching.. and wrote back. To me.. doing what we did is my idea of the PERFECT day (if it was a little sunnier would've rated an A++! I am actually feeling a bit better now.. after the ride. I hope this healing continues..

A little sad today.. can't seem to wrap my hands around feeling confused at where I am in my life. My self created road blocks.. to my success. Been thinking about it a lot. In Old Town.. I saw a lot of couples.. walking along, holding hands.. it makes me sad that I can't seem to find someone who wants to do that with me (pity party? yes.) But onward I go.. into this great abyss..

Anyway.. I hope you had a good holiday weekend.. Till we speak again.
Ancora Imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
Kerilyn