High/Low 5.31.05 Evening Edition

hey..

How was your first day back? All you were anticipating? nah... I didn't think so...

Well my day was alright.. felt out of sorts.. from the coughing i couldn't stop that woke me up.. to trying to meditate to no avail.. seeing some HORRIBLE pictures of me that Matthew took this weekend (WHOA) ... I dropped off my cards at the store... I was not on top form.. acted a bit shy and not confident.. i was quite dissapointed in myself.. oh well. we'll see what she says.. i went to the Dr.. waited in the exam room for almost an hour.. for her to tell me I have a 'summer cold' Ugh.. yea. Drove back home with this intense drive to cut out all that is not helpful or bearing any positive fruit in my life.. and get started working on me.. almost ruthlessly. Naomi, Matthew and I went to go see the movie 'Hitch' this evening.. made me sad, i mean.. it was a good movie.. if your realistic that it's Hollywood.... and make believe. I guess I'm feeling a bit angry.. which hopefully will turn into drive.. and I will get off my ARSE and stop over analyzing stupid stuff... OOOH.... I gotta turn that frown upside down and get going with my life.. i mean.. WHO is going to do it for me? NOONE. just little 'ol me. STOP

And yes. I am going to work tomorrow. (I say with a positive inflection.)

I'm going to bed... so nighty nite.. cough cough...
Ancora Imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
Kerilyn