High/Low 6.28.05

Hey all...

Ok.. well.. Today is the day it begins.. I have an unsettled feeling in my stomach.. all I have to do today.. to get it all done... For my own randomness.. here's what i have to do today.

1. Go to work. I have this proposal out there.. looming over my head.. that I KNOW I will not complete by the end of the day today (very involved) and a furniture install on Thursday that I HOPE (fingers crossed) goes well without me. This is sorta giving me anxiety a little... plus my boss is in the office today, that makes me nervous too.
2. Going to lunch with my friend Lisa.. I'm looking forward to it. We're going to eat Thai.
3. I have to get kitty food/litter today sometime.
4. Need to clean bathroom still..and straighten up both my bedroom and spare room (cleaned first floor last nite and was too pooped to do the 2nd floor)
5. Go to my Eye Dr appt at 6pm. (I want to start wearing contacts more)
6. Go to Focus Group at 8pm ($125.00 for ONE hour.. CASH! Couldn't pass that up!)
7. Pick up Auntie from Airport at 10pm

I feel all over the place in my head today.. whishing.. is a good word.. My meditation started off that way this morning.. then got really deep. I hope some healing/protection occured.. I am going to need it today.

Side note: I absolutely positively love love love my cat! I think she can sense my all over the place-ness.. she's been so loving.. and supportive. She knows when my alarm goes off and comes and wakes me up.. scratches my arm to get me up.. I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! She lays on the floor in the bathroom when I'm taking a shower.. waiting for me. She usually comes and sits in my lap while I meditate for 30 minutes. She's been so loving.. it kinda makes me cry.. happy, in awe tears.. (See.. all over the place today)

Anyway.. I think starting today.. don't get all upset if you dont' see me writing.. for I have NO idea how the next few days are going to go.. I don't know if I will have time to write.. I'll try to fill you in how it goes.. definately try thursday nite.. after my mom's surgery.. Peter is having his root canal done tomorrow (Wednesday) so he can spend the day in the hospital with me and my family.. I think that is very sweet. I was kinda blown away by that.

so I wish you all a good day.. say a prayer... for yourself firstly... then for my mom (if you don't mind) and my family.. Thank you. I appreciate it.

onward and upward.
ancora imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
kerilyn

PS: oh yea.. random thought.. I went and had my feet done yesterday.. I wanted to do something nice for me.. my toesies look good! And I bought stuff to make smoothies this week.. that makes me happy too. :)