High/Low 3.28.06

Hey there..

Tuesday.. come on Friday! I feel exhausted.... absolutely exhausted and all I want to do is go back to bed right now..

Good news is that my mom is doing MUCH better. wow. I left work early to go visit her and she is alert.. has color in her cheeks and is watching the Food Channel (always a good sign she's feeling better if she's talking about cooking and/or food) She actually left the ICU yesterday afternoon and has her own room now which is a great sign. She unfortunately has a touch of pneumonia from being so sick this weekend.. but the nurses said they're getting that taken care of...

Thank you all for your emails of support.. they meant a lot.

I feel like I'm slowly but surely retaining some semblance of what my house looks like when it's under control a bit more. I did a few loads of laundry yesterday.. and am making headway..

I don't want to write about it because it's the same 'ol same 'ol.. but I gotta get going to try to figure out where I want my career to go. What I want to do when someone says... "What do you do for a living?" It's funny.. when I say "I'm an interior designer.. I feel like an impostor.. I'm not a designer.. I'm a CAD operator.. I don't design anything.. I just follow orders.. and I feel like I"m not meeting my potential because of fear... honestly it's causing me a bit of anxiety lately, which is I think the reason why i'm so tired..

K.. gotta get going.. have a good day!
onward and upward
kerilyn
www.ancora-imparo.net