High/Low 5.16.05

Hiety ho my stargazer lilies..

how are ya? i'm fine.. not wanting to go off to work this morning.. but that's no different from any other day.. had a good weekend.. a busy one.. but a good one nonetheless.

Random thought: I found myself this weekend, watching a few episodes of "The L word" on Showtime.. I love this show. It's about a group of women, most of them are lesbians, and their lives. It's filmed really clearly.. very sharp colors, I think the story line is written beautifully and it really gives you a sense of what their lives are like. BUT.. I really enjoy this show and most shows that portray single women going thru life, because it is a good 'check in' that i'm not crazy.. with my all over the place thoughts and moments of sadness and weakness. I really enjoy watching shows that show the good with the bad. How we as women have a tendency to over analyze as well as immense strength of will when placed against the odds. I also enjoy this show in particular, because I think the design is fresh, a reflection of what is chic and "in" in today's fashion and interiors. The music rocks too. I just love this show. Finally, it's a hot show.. very sexy. When I watch shows of this genre.. I always come away inspired.. and charged to get my life in order.. to continue to nurture the circle of friends I have.. and to spend adequate time with myself.

Peter's party was a success.. i bought a new dress at Target, i looked good (felt a bit heavy though..) and although I do not hang around with Peter's restaurant friends.. they are a different breed than myself, in my opinion, it was nice to see Peter enjoying himself.

It's funny... I am quick to make decisions.. or judgements about someone with respect to "She/He doesn't like me" and then I find myself in a moment where I come face to face with my opinion.. and I end up being wrong. One woman at Peter's party.. i think she displays what it takes to be in a relationship with one in the restaurant business.. Well I always thought she didn't like me.. and hence.. I didn't like her (am i in 4th grade? um.. yea) Well when she saw me at the party.. she was all excited to see me.. gave me more than one hug.. and we chatted a long time.. exchanged cards.. and vowed to hang out sometime.. I was thrown. So she does like me? I guess. It just went to show me that I am sometimes wrong and usually irrational when it comes to peoples impressions of me.. duh me.

I want to thank Davina, for being my moral support at the party yesterday. Thanks honey for helping me ease into the graduation of Peter's friends that came. Thank god for you.

Ok peeps.. I gotta rush to get ready.. for stinky work.. I hope you have a great week..
Ancora Imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
Kerilyn

PS: I also want to thank Kristine, my beautiful sister; her roommates Hendrick and Jason for coming to my house to install my new computer! My new computer is up and running.. it's a lot faster, I can tell already.. and once I get it all configured, files moved over and.... yes! Wireless Internet (thanks to Naomi) it will be ROCKIN!!! Hopefully by the end of this week I'll have it where I want it.. And.. my scanner is working again.. so I can scan you some more of my cards. YEA. Thank you Hendrick, Krissy and Jason!