High/Low 10.10.08

Morning!

FRIDAY!! I'm home.. sitting on the sofa.. already got 2 jobs checked for other designers.. one more to go... feeling good today. I'm sitting here with my kitty girl.. SO nice to see her again.. I've missed her so much. Beautiful day here.. sun is shining... breeze coming in the front door... I'm hopeful that I can get all my work done by early afternoon so I can go out and enjoy a little bit of the day!

onto 3 things 2 things

3 things that make me happy:
1. Going to the Dentist yesterday and them telling me that i have great teeth.. and no cavities! Woo Hoo!!!
2. Having my mom tell me last nite that she can tell I've lost weight! SO nice to hear that from my mom!!!
3. Seeing my kitty girl this morning... being able to hold her fluffy body and have her near me.. oh man.. I've missed her so much!!!

2 things I am looking forward to today:
1. Running after work today.
2. Going to therapy after running. yes.. I look forward to it. It has been so helpful to talk to someone who has no bias... and is able to look at my thoughts and behavior from a different perspective. Honestly going to therapy has allowed me to want to dive into myself as much as I have. NOT easy to do.. but I think necessary if I want to life an emotionally healthy life.

2 long term things I look forward to:
1. I'm really wanting for Peter and I to get dressed up and go out to a nice meal. We haven't gone out to eat in a long time.. and it makes me feel good to do that sometimes..
2. Hmm... can't really think of anything.... just taking things day by day..

1 person I am going to appreciate:
Peter.. Let me tell you and I want you to believe me. I have been a handful lately. Between admitting that I'm probably depressed.. not feeling really happy or grounded.. Peter has been AMAZING being patient.. he's been loving and Kind.. telling me I'm beautiful every day. He is amazing. I am so grateful.

Ok.. have a great weekend!!!
Much Love,
Kerilyn