High/Low 9.12.05

hi...

i don't know what to say.. the past few weeks... I have felt alone.. lost..misunderstood.. i don't know where to turn... i don't know what else to say to anyone... i can't seem to stop crying... i feel all over the place... so in an attempt to NOT focus on that... here's what's good in my life.. what i'm grateful for.

1. i'm alive.. breathing.. i have 2 arms and 2 legs that work.
2. i can see, hear, smell, feel the air, feel my cat and taste my coffee
3. i have shelter.. a beautiful home.. that i try to keep as clean and cat hair free as possible.
4. i have a job that provides me with the income to have shelter and food.
5. i have transportation.. a car that has been everywhere with me... and i am grateful that I have her.
6. i have the ingredients to make a smoothie this morning before work.

a good thing that happened to me...

naomi and i went to the ice cream store in Del Ray.. where i... one day.. WILL have my store.. and got to talking with the owner of the ice cream store.. mentioned about my cards.. and she said i can put my cards in her store! that's great!!!

i did 60 cards this week..better than nothing...

i saw an old friend get married.. she looked beautiful! it was a georgeous day! wow.. outside.. we sat on hay bails...it was beautiful... i sat in silence most of the way to and from west virginia.. and thought... prayed... it was a beautiful drive!!!

i am excited to get my hair done this upcoming weekend.. i have NO idea what the color/cut will be.. but i'm excited for a change.

anyway.. i don't know what else to say....
funny... all the people who find reading my high/low so refreshing.... trust me.. you do NOT want to be in this brain of mine today...and for that i'm grateful...

kerilyn