High/Low 9.15.06 Only Thursday?

hey ya'll.

This week is going by relatively slowly for me... it's like in slo mo.... it's weird.. yesterday was a bit muggy out.. a drastic difference from the past weeks glorious weather.. i think today will be humid too.

Getting more excited to get my hair done.. countdown to new 'do' !!! Yea! I wonder what it's going to look like... feel like.. the color? i don't know! :)

thanks for your support everyone... I really do appreciate it... I love that I have a silent (and sometimes not so silent) support group waiting in the wings to catch me.. emotionally, spiritually, what have you... that is a great comfort. Thank you.

Went to Baltimore yesterday for a Trade Show of Interior Design/Furniture products.. It was fine.. nothing earth shattering. I met up with my girl Davina for lunch.. good to catch up...! I saw some people who I only get to see but once a year... I showed some of them my cards.. I got great responses!! It's an awesome feeling to have someone say "wow.. Kerilyn.. these are really great!" Makes me feel like I'm working on my calling.. even though I'm not sure what that is exactly..

Came home.. made a yummy hamburger.. and got some cards done. I made 2 mistakes.. partially because i was more entralled with watching TV and I wasn't paying attention.. 2 card mistakes equals 30 minutes.. and I really need to be more vigilant with my focus... either I watch a movie that I've already seen.. so my interest isn't anywhere else but on my Benchmarks... I didn't get as many cards done as I wanted.. Cause the season finale/premiere (don't know) of Veronica Mars was on... I LOVE THAT SHOW!!! I am definately hooked.. (plus I really like her hair/makeup/outfits)

Had a great meditation this morning... went quite deep.. that hasn't happened in a while.

3 things that make me happy:
- Thinking of butterflies ( I've been thinking about them a lot lately)
- Thinking of planting a lilac bush in the backyard in the next month.. and putting in a little pond in the spring... maybe get a frog.. (LOL.. i'm funny!)
- I know that my life, as I see it today, will NOT be like this in a year.. or even 6 months from now.. and I am hopeful that my wish for financial, emotional, spiritual, creative abundance befalls upon me RIGHT NOW....

2 things I look forward to today:
- My morning smoothie.. (I was running late yesterday and didn't get to make one.)
- The end of the workday.

2 long term things I look forward to today:
- The possiblity of rekindling (2) friendships that have fallen out...I am optimistic.
- Dancing to some great Reggae music somewhere.. sometime... I need a good nite of dancing to music that makes my blood flow!! Davina - Dancing soon????

1 person I am going to appreciate:
- To every single person out there on this earth.. I can't say just one person.. Everyone in this world has encountered heartache.. minor or major.. and I want to appreciate you that read this.. and all those that enhabit this earth.. (even the dark energies) because they too.. have those crazy times.. those moments when everything seems to fall apart... and yet somehow they get thru.. KUDOS TO ALL OF US!!!!! WE ARE GREAT!

We are all doing the best job that we can... sigh.. Why are there rude, crude, and mean people out there.. that affect us??? Because somewhere.. behind their eyes... in their memory roladex.. is a check list of how to survive, what's worked up to now... and truly.. they are just scared and lonely boys and girls.. who need help and love.. just like us gentle souls... frustrating? HECK YES.. but those bullies.. and mean people are no different than us.. they just project their fear differently.. remember that today (ok.. i'm saying this for me... maybe it will help you too.. )

Anyway... I wish myself and yourselves.. a wonderful day.. jam packed with clarity about our lives.. where we want to go.. and appreciation for where we already have been.. RIGHT NOW.

onward and upward
ancora imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
Kerilyn