High/Low 3.12.05 Do I remember how to write?

Hey everyone..

How's it goin'? U doin good, feelin good? I hope so. I haven't written in a while, I know.. It's not that I've been without pondering thoughts.. i'm just not sure I wanted to share them as of late.. cause they haven't been too optimistic..

I have come to my own conclusion about the way I feel and some of my friends feel in general. Everyone in the world succumbs to some form of Seasonal Effective Disorder (SAD). (Unless where you live it doesn't get cold) I never really put my finger on it, but I think that I am noticing how much more dismal my outlook is when I'm cold and wind is hitting me in the face like shards of glass. Yea. not fun. I'm very ready for spring... for the warm breezes on my arms.. without heavy jackets.. I think the only good thing that came from this winter is I found a COOL hat that I've been wearing every day.. I think I look good in it. :) So I guess there is a plus.. guess.

I started telling you about my blahs lately but I dont' want to go into that.. I want to start with today.. cause today I'm feeling really good! My hair is getting longer (I think I want to grow it out again) and although I haven't gone to the gym in 3 weeks because I had the flu and wanted to be 100% before I entered the germ ridden gym..I feel really good today.. I like my outfit. I LOVE my place.. it feels so homey and comfortable.. sometimes it feels too big for me.. I mean 2 bedrooms/3 floors is a lot of space for me and Pez but I wouldn't change it.. I feel so good coming home every nite!

I decided that one of my new years goals was to give practice readings at Chapel.. to try to do that every month this year. Well I did it in January and that spawned 3 people (so far) making appointments to have private readings... it's kinda awesome that my gift can help other people. It gives me hope in my life that I could possibly do this more often.. because it gives me joy.

I have also started making my greeting cards and have made my first sale. I sold 5 cards! I am official! I have lots of ideas but need to sit my butt down and do them.. not procrastinate. I know they would do really well in this little store I want to sell them at.. but i have to get going on producing them if I'm going to have enough to sell one day.

In about a month or so, I begin taking classes to become a volunteer at the Smithsonian. In an attempt to bring more art into my life.. to be surrounded by the art world.. I wanted to volunteer. Even if it's answering the phone, handing out brochures.. I am looking forward to it! Who knows.. maybe you'll walk into one of the museums in D.C and see me! :)

I'm just trying to take one day at a time.. and see what happens. I'm leaving it at that.. my highs.. cause they are what I need to focus on.. to bring more highs into my life.

Ancora Imparo "I am still learning" in Latin
love you all,
Kerilyn

(Affirmation) Infinite Spirit, please make way for my great abundance RIGHT NOW, for I am an irresistable magnet for all that belongs to me by divine right."